It happened. I’ve been waiting patiently for nearly five years. But it finally happened. Maya wagged her tail at me.
Yes, of course, she has wagged her tail before.
She wags her tail when it’s breakfast time.
She wags her tail when it’s dinner time.
She wags her
tail at Maudie.
She wags her tail when she goes out to potty.
For crying out loud, she wags her tail after she poops, so happy is she!
But she never wags her tail at me.
Until last night.
I came into the den (where she bides her time) to perform our nighttime ritual—me crawling onto her gigantic bed, petting her ears, stroking her head, telling her she’s perfect just as she is, and shielding her when Maudie comes barging onto the bed to get some of the love.
Lo and behold, last night, as I bent down to join her on the bed, the little white tip of her tail thumped on the bed.
OH. MY. DRAGONS.
Slowly, in tiny baby steps, she recovered enough for me to care for her daily without her being terrified. But her level of trust was minimal.
Until Maudie. In one year, Maudie has changed everything for Maya, has shown her how to be a dog, how to be happy while walking, how to receive and even look forward to love.
So last night, she looked up at me with her sweet face and said, “Yes, Mama, I see you coming to give me love. I’m looking forward to it.”
Christmas. Miracle.
Thank you, dog gods.



What a wonderful moment! The best gifts are worth waiting for and often don't need a bow. Atta girl Maya!
ReplyDeleteI'm so proud of her!
DeleteI'm so happy for you!
ReplyDeleteThank you. I'm happy for Maya! Every tiny advance forward means she feels safer.
DeleteThe dog gods knew exactly who to send her to. Your love and with the help of Thomas and Maude have worked a real miracle. You all deserve it. You are a blessing to all of us who know and love you.
ReplyDeleteThank you! I don't think any dog lover would have been able to leave Maya behind if they'd seen her at the horrible rescue. She was so sad and so frightened. What a miserable life it was for her! She's a happy girl now!
DeleteWhat a sweet piece you've written. Thank you, Kay.
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